Morning has broken

When I was sure it was over  – I’d waited until a paler square of light drifted into shape on the wall opposite the bed, and the candle-flame had faded to ghost – I fetched a jug of water from the kitchen. Tepid for my sake. You no longer likely to flinch from cold, hard though it was to convince myself.

I’d known to place a folded towel beneath you to soak the ochre stains of shit and piss and leave the cotton sheet unmarked.  Unlike the frayed-edge strips wound herringbone around your ribs on which was mapped a rusting archipelago – a continent – afloat amidst the still-scarlet matted waves of your chest.

Cutting, peeling bandages away, I flinched on your behalf. Made amends by the tenderness with which I washed your skin to pale. Pale as the parchment on which you’d writ the words to summon me.  Words writ in ink black as the cloak I wrapped me in. Before I went to tell your wife.

[Originally posted to House of Writers, for Canvas prompt 150]